cubs lost. last night after kerry wood cracked the 3 run homer my phone rings. matt called..."dude, history is being made...get over here" i flew to sloops house. matt, ken, ben, tom and i watched...it was bad. really bad in the 8th when they replayed the indians losing in 97 to the marlins.
i feel for the fan who caught the ball..so unfair if anything happens to him. i would have caught that ball. i believe anyone would have.
tonight i am going to watch survivor and some of the yankees game.
on another note
my behavior sucks. i dont know what to do about it...i am a good guy at heart but i have a problem with letting little things eat away at me...then i make them bigger and then i explode.
it ruins things.
it ruins things that could be perfect.
i only realize it after.