today all of the details of a way off balance relationship finally surfaced.
i did a lot of wrong things. some could say that i cheated, but its hard to cheat when you are not with someone.
i have a feeling that a lot of things are going to be said. i cant imagine any of them being good.
i can say this, i feel better. i feel very, very relieved. i wish that things could have been different. i dont really know in what way but i guess ending civil would have been a start.
i wish her all the luck.